Abigail May Haigh

2002 - 2002
LocationLeeds
Age0
Date of Birth4/2002
Date of Death4/2002
Visitors2,295 since 29/05/2006
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Our wonderful little girl!!!!!

PLEASE TAKE TIME TO LISTEN TO ABIGAILS SONG - THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL x


Abigail,

When mummy and daddy found out they were expecting you, they were over the moon. You were to complete our family and be a little sister to Matthew and Jack. Mummy was so excited, and she was silently praying that you would be her first little girl.

Mummy started feeling poorly, and she went to the hospital, they told her that everything was fine and to go home and stop worrying. I knew something wasnt quite right and wish with all my heart I had refused to take no for an answer. But I could still feel you inside of me, and knew you were OK.

On the day you got your angel wings, I started having pains in my tummy, I went to the doctors and they heard your heart beat and told me to take things easy. I went to work, maybe I should have stayed at home - and then it happened, I knew deep down we were loosing you. Do you remember me telling you to be brave and to let go if you had to - its funny cos I had told you so many times to hang on in there, but I knew deep down you were not able to stay.

You were born sleeping at 3 am on 7th April 2002, at 29 weeks gestation. I felt so empty and so alone, like my heart had been ripped out and thrown away. I never even got to see you properly, let alone hold you or cuddle you and I wish I had had the courage to do this.

I want you to know, sweetheart that I spend all day every day wishing you were here with me. Please know that I am holding you every day - in my heart (no-one can ever take that away) until I am able to hold you in my arms in heaven.

You are the most special, wonderful little lady I have ever known - maybe you were just too special for this earth and mummy and daddy will eternally love you with all thier hearts.


An Angel Never Dies

Don't let them say, I wasn't born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
I've loved you from the start.

Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone.
This world was worthy, not, of me
God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms
Someday we will embrace.

You'll hear that it was "meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes"
But that won't soften your worst blow..
Or make your heart not ache.

I'm watching over all you do,
another child you'll bear.
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then you'll understand.

Although, I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes..
That doesn't mean I never "was"
An Angel Never Dies........

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WRAPPED IN MOMMY'S LOVE
I'm going to tell you something I hope you'll never have to know. I'll tell you how a heart can break & tears can constant flow. I lost my baby girl you see, an Angel in my eyes. God chose to take her hand one day & led her to the skies. But please do not forget my child she was a person too, And forever she will live inside of me & you. So, please don't ever tell me that time will heal my pain, Because not even time can bring her back again. Just tell me she is happy in that land way up above. She's snuggled in an Angel's wings all wrapped in Mommy's love.




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Happy Birthday x

I want to wish you a very happy 9th birthday sweetheart - i wonder what you would have been doing if you hadnt got your angel wings - but I know Bamma and Nanna are looking after you - agreat big floaty hug and kiss from mummy and daddy xxx

Elizabeth Haigh

April 7, 2011

Mothers Day 2011

Sweetheart - thankyou for my lovely card and present - I miss you so much angel and wish with all my heart I could give you a massive cuddle - xxxx

Elizabeth Haigh

April 3, 2011

One Christmas Wish

one Christmas wish x

I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish,
I would wish I could see you.
To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss,
This is something I'd really like to do.

My arms ache for my baby Girl,
Who will always remain just that.
To never grow and experience joy,
I wish I knew where you were at.

Why is it God thought he needed you more than I,
And why is it wishes can't come true?
I am just an aching heart who can only ask why,
And a mother who can't let go of you.

Please God grant me this one Christmas wish,
If just for a minute, an hour or a day.
She is someone I really need & miss,
What more must I say?

Elizabeth Haigh

December 24, 2010

hi sweetie

hello hunnie pie - mummy cant get on site veryu much as my computer is broken but you are with me every day you know that - will you do me a big favour hunnie baby Blake has come to live with you - will you take care of him and give him a big hug from his mummy xx

Elizabeth Haigh

September 27, 2010

Happy Easter 2010

Easter Bunny Hugs And Kisses

That cute little bunny has hopped all day,
delivering baskets for the holiday.
His paws are so tired and his nose how it itches,
He left you something special to fulfill all your wishes-
Lots of cute little Easter bunny hugs and kisses.

Lots of love - Mummy and Daddy

Elizabeth Haigh

April 4, 2010

I am a Daughter

I am a angel living amongst the stars, watching you sleep and listening to your prayers...But just when you think your alone I am there to brighten up ur day..I am the whisper in the wind and I am that soft touch you feel...Yes I am a angel but I am also grandson brother nephew cousin but most of all I am a DAUGHTER...And I know my family loves me and misses me

Elizabeth Haigh

November 5, 2009

baby girl xx

hi sweetie - mummy is so sorry that she hasnt posted for a while but you know that I think about you every day - you are never far from my thoughts precious - are you proud of your baby brothers - they have settled in so well at school - we all miss you and love you so much sweetheart - all my love forever - Mummy xxx

Elizabeth Haigh

October 8, 2009

My precious girl

Hi sweetheart

I am so sorry it has been so long since i visited - My PC isnt working at home sweetie - I am at Aunty Helens - I love you so much and miss you - as always - every day.

There isnt a day goes by that I dont think about you - I love you my baby (((((((hugs)))))) from mummy daddy and your brothers xxxxx

Elizabeth Haigh

June 14, 2009

My sweetie pie

Hi sweetheart today is mothers day - thanks for your lovely card i am missing you so much and think of you every day sweet xxxx give bamma a great bi snuggle for me love you loads xxx

Elizabeth Haigh

March 22, 2009

Merry Christmas

To our precious wonderful little angel

We all just want you to know that we will be thinking about you tomorrow as usual - and we are all so wishing you were here with us - but we know you will have a wonderful day with Bamma - and your new friend Woody - he will think you are fab hun cos you are - do us a favour - will you tell him Daddy says hes a numpty xxxx have a wonderful birthday and give Bamma a great big hug from all of us xxxxx

Elizabeth Haigh

December 24, 2008
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